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An Unaccepted Apology

The rays of the morning sun gleamed through the steel vessels in the kitchen as Sandhya completed preparing her breakfast

She looked classic and elegant in the aurora of the reflecting light on her face as she moved across the kitchen. She bought her bowl of boiled oats and sat at the dining table

Surya was pretty sure that she would not prepare breakfast for him and even Sandya’s straight face told the same

Surya sat on the adjacent table and started staring at her as she began eating her bowl and she didn't even seem to have a concern about him

‘I admit it… the mistake is mine’ said Surya but Sandhya continued with her breakfast ignoring him.

 The aroma of the secret masala that she uses in almost all her recipes invaded Surya’s senses causing his jaw to open a bit expecting she would offer him a bite.

I am feeling really hungry said Surya in a childish tone feeling offended

Sandhya took the tetra pack of orange juice and emptied it into the glass in front of Surya

He smiled at his wife’s concern as he always knew that she is a loving heart

He was about to take the glass when Sandhya grabbed it and drank all of it in a gulp and walked away with the glass and bowl

Surya was stunned for a sec and understood the prank played at him

‘Whatever they do… the wife is always right’ he said

Sandhya turned back instantly and Surya stood up from his chair, she started walking briskly towards him and by her body language it seems as if she is gonna hit him

Surya ran into the bedroom squealing sorry again, she stopped near the table took another bowl which needs to be washed and went back to the kitchen

Surya peeked from the bedroom and this time said in a low voice ‘daayan’(witch).

Yes Mom… everything’s fine ya yes… Surya heard Sandhya’s voice coming from the living room

I don’t understand what business these mom-daughter will have the entire day over the phone.

I am going out for some shopping, will call you in a while bye she said

Surya ran into the living room and said “I’m in” but she didn't respond.

Sandhya took her bag and turned off the Television, Surya knew that the silence means a yes and he was about to take the car keys when Sandhya took them instantly and moved towards the door.

 Wow… It’s gonna be GTA vice city today on the roads of Mumbai said Surya with a smile

Sandhya has already half opened the door and she looked back hearing the comment

Just kidding replied Surya hiding his face with his hands trying to control his laughter

Both of them got into the car and Sandhya has reversed the car and while coming out of the parking at high speed she applied a sudden break

Surya bumped in front and his face hit the mirror… Ouch!! My nose squealed Surya

Sandhya gave another straight look; Surya is not wearing his seat belt

You could have told that, you psycho yelled Surya

Sandhya pressed the brake hard again and Surya’s nose kissed the mirror again; this time he almost felt unconscious back in his seat

Till when will this cold war last?? I told you that I am sorry I will be careful and I won’t repeat it pleaded Surya

She stopped near a khadi shop for buying some cloth. Surya is standing silently behind her thinking of how to convince her

Blue or Pink which one is better she murmured to herself slowly

Blue looks perfect for our home suggested Surya from the back

Umm… pack this pink one said Sandhya handing over the pink cloth to the guy and Surya made a face

They drove further for 15mins and Surya tried to make her talk but all in vain… Sandhya concentrated only on the road as if to keep the casualties to a minimum

She stopped near the marine drive and got down the car and Surya followed as usually

It’s almost afternoon but the winter brought its own magic of cool breeze to the entire area

She sat silently facing the sea from where one can have the best view of the queen’s necklace

This is the place where Surya n Sandhya use to meet when they were in college during the days of their budding love

Surya sat beside her but maintained some distance as the conditions as still volatile and he could receive a punch or blow for crossing the border

I love you said Surya

She turned her head to the other side

I don’t know of any better way of telling sorry he told looking straight into the sea

Sandhya’s eyes turned moist. A drop of tear started to flew down her eye when a strong tide had hit the rocks and some water sprinkled on them

Both of them turned their heads in the same direction towards each other as water sprinkled on them and their faces came so close now

I love you Sandy and I am sorry whispered Surya

A shrill sound of cry came out of her epiglottis but she held it back by closing her mouth tight and wiped her tears

I am a real idiot… you always told be cautious while driving a bike but I didn’t take it seriously

I forgot to take the helmet while going out in spite of you yelling at me every time about it

That accident is not my fault but yes I accept that even if it is the other person’s fault we may suffer injuries and I totally agree about wearing a helmet

I know you can’t leave without me or you can’t bear if something happens to me and it is the same with me about you

From today I won’t ignore when you tell me some cautions when I go. If this agreement is ok can I expect a small smile in acknowledgment asked Surya?

Sandhya got up and started walking on the foot path where she stopped near a guy selling different flowers and bouquets on the road side

Sandhya grabbed a bouquet of blue roses and is impressed by the aura of it

The lilies are much beautiful than these said Surya from her behind as he is always fond of white lilies

But he knew that she is gonna take those roses

She took the lilies bouquet and said to the guy I will take these with a small yet beautiful smile

Surya jumped into air with joy shouting yessss!!!!

They both got back into the car and Sandhya started driving, Surya started to initiate some conversation but she didn’t respond again

Again back to normal yelled Surya, see this time I am not going to talk with you until you talk with me

I told you I am sorry what else should I do to make you happy??

She didn’t reply and even Surya sat silent

After another 10mins of drive she stopped her car on the side of the road

Surya decided not to go with her this time and stay back in the car

Sandhya got down the car took the bouquet and walked into a large empty area with greenery all around

She stopped near one of the many stone engravings which read 

‘In memory of loving husband Surya Kumar’

She placed the bouquet of lilies on it with tears rolling down her cheeks

I can’t be happy without you… Are u here? Are u listening to me… I need you and if you are saying sorry to me right now, I do not need your apologies I need you she cried burying her face into her hands

Men always question and comment about driving skill of women… but in reality more than 90% of the deaths in road accidents are men due to their reckless and careless driving without caution.

Remember it is you your loved one’s need not your apologies.